Friday, January 28, 2011

A Scary Thing Happened

On Tuesday Gwena woke up in the middle of the night and wouldn't go back to sleep. She rolled around, she talked to herself, for what must have been at least an hour or two before she finally went to sleep again. When she woke up in the morning, she was fussy. She rolled around on the bed next to me, seemingly still half asleep, fussing and fussing, like she sometimes does when she has gas.

All of a sudden I saw her body shudder. It was a cold morning, so I figured she was shivering with cold. I drew her to me and tried to warm her with my body and the blankets, and as I held her that shudder happened again. It was like her body made one big twitch. She started crying more and it happened again, and kept happening, every few seconds. I began shouting for Jon and throwing things at the bathroom door.

Jon got out of the shower and I told him what was happening. He took Gwena and I remember the terrible look on his face when he felt her body shudder. We threw clothes on, put Gwena in her car seat and left to take her to the emergency room. I sat beside her in the car and covered her with some blankets. She was staring out the window vacantly, but when I said her name she turned and looked at me. She didn't seem to be twitching anymore, and as we started to drive, she closed her eyes and fell asleep.

I called her pediatrician's office and spoke with a nurse there, who said Gwena was not in immediate danger and we could bring her to their office rather than the emergency room. We got the earliest appointment we could, for a few hours later, and went home to wait. Gwena woke up at home and I nursed her and fed her breakfast. She sat on the couch and I put her favorite video on, and she just stared at it, tired and out of it.

The pediatrician said it could have been a seizure, and ordered an EEG and referred us to a neurologist. She said it was a good sign that Gwena didn't lose consciousness and that she was alert and responsive while it was happening. She said that sometimes a child will just have one unexplained seizure and then never have one again. We hope that's all it is.

The rest of that day she seemed extra tired and fussy, but by the evening she was back to her normal self. Wednesday we went to CF clinic, where everything looked great and her weight was 20 lbs 15 oz. They increased her zantac and want more blood work to check her iron levels. Dr Y didn't seem concerned about the possible seizure when I told her, but then again she is a pulmonologist, not a neurologist.

Yesterday we took Gwena to CHOC for her EEG. We were told to not let her go to bed until 10 the night before, then wake her up at 6, and not let her nap until the test. She napped for 10 minutes during her saline treatment before I could finally wake her up again. She was alternating between out of it and fussy when we got there, then started screaming as the tech began attaching things all over her head. It was hard to see her so scared and upset.


When he was done he wrapped her head in gauze. Then I got to lie on the bed with her and she fell right asleep. They flashed a light at her for a couple of minutes, then turned it off. The test went on for a while and I almost fell asleep too! Gwena wasn't the only one sleep-deprived from getting up at 6am (an hour I prefer to ignore the existence of!)


At the end of the test we had to wake her up, which it turned out nothing but a cold washcloth could do. Poor baby! She didn't open her eyes, but began to cry and scream, then he removed the cloth and she conked out again.

The tech said it was a very successful test and we should expect results in 7-10 business days. Is it just me or is that a really long wait??

Friday, January 21, 2011

Words, Words, Words

Gwena has been learning new words all the time now. I'm so proud of her, but it's also been frustrating, because sometimes she'll learn to understand or say a new word, and then will refuse to cooperate when I try to show someone else. Or else she'll completely stop responding to the word the way she was. Like with "nose" for instance. It was the first body part word she understood; we asked where her nose was, and she grabbed it every time! But then she learned "eyes" and got very confused... now she'll point to her eyes when you ask for her nose, or point to her nose and say "eyes".

I need to get some videos of her talking and otherwise being really cute, but the memory on my camera (aka my phone) is currently full, so I'll have to delete some stuff and/or move the picture and videos to my computer first.

These are the words she can currently say or at least try to say, in no particular order:

mama
dada
uh oh
up
hello "eeyo"
bye bye "bah bah"
eyes "eyesh"
ears "eesh"
toes "doe"
dog "dah"
cat "kya"
boom "bao" (when she falls down)
bellybutton "buh"
book "bah"

She also understands a lot of words that she doesn't try to say. I don't think I can list them all but here are a few:

kiss
clap
wave
sit
dance
twirl
arms up
milkies (aka mama's milk)
mouth
teeth
baby

I'm sure there are more... maybe I'll add more later if I think of any.

It is so fun to hear Gwena talking and see her understanding and responding to things I say!

Friday, January 7, 2011

The Return?

Wow, I am the worst blogger ever. I'm back now, at least I hope I'm back, and should be posting more frequently from now on. I can dream, right?

So here's a quick summary of what's happened the past few months:

End of October: Moved out of apartment, put stuff in storage, went to stay with in-laws for "a week or two" which turned into seven.

November: NaNoWriMo! Somehow managed to write a 50k word novel while being a Municipal Liaison for Los Angeles, but living in Orange County! O_o

Early November: My sister Becky left for Taiwan, where she is now teaching English. :'(

Mid-November: Mom had her last chemo treatment. Met my sister Allison's boyfriend for the first time. Went to an awesome CF event for free and met some other CF moms.

Early December: Found and rented a house, but didn't move in as it was infested with cockroaches. Painted in said house, sprayed and fogged to kill the bugs. Went to Jon's company's work retreat. Made another trip to Stanford for the ISIS clinical trial, Gwena weighed 19 lbs 10 oz!

Mid-December: Finally moved into the rental house, despite still seeing the occasional cockroach.

Late December: Christmas stuff! Made some of the presents I gave and hope to post pics later. (Right.)

This week: Finally got internet in the new house! Woot!

Today: Finally posted on my blog again!